To the Doctor that Told Me She Wouldn’t Patronise Me
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I’m no stranger to my GP surgery; I’m pretty sure if you suffer with a chronic condition you’re well-known at your local doctors. However, I do avoid going if I can. They mostly blame any new symptoms on my preexisting condition(s), so I’ll only go if I’m really concerned or can’t get any relief at all.
Last week I’d been suffering really badly for about five days with a trapped nerve in my shoulder; so much so, I was screaming in agony whenever I moved my arm. I’m not one to whinge in pain, my mum always used to tell me off for masking my pain, but this, I just couldn’t hide – it was excruciating. My whole arm, shoulder and neck were killing; I had tingling in my fingers, a burning sensation in my forearm and a stabbing pain in my shoulder blade. I couldn’t grip and my arm was pretty much useless. It wasn’t fun and it wasn’t going anywhere, even with my strong medication.
I get nerve pain often; sciatica wants to take up residence down my left side every few months and it’s never a pleasant experience. Luckily, I know what concoction of meds will help but diazepam is a touchy subject as it’s very addictive. I was given ten diazepam tablets over a year ago and I only take them when it’s absolutely necessary. I’m very cautious with my medication and only take the highest dose if it’s completely essential. So, when it comes to diazepam, I’m super vigilant.
Whenever you ask a doctor for a specific medication, they always give you the, ‘I know you’re addicted to painkillers’ look. As someone that physically can’t function without drugs, this gets very tedious, very quickly. There’s a huge difference between being an addict and needing them to operate.
Anyway, I got an emergency appointment to see a doctor. I wheeled into the room once my name was called and explained to the doctor who I had never seen before exactly what had been going on. She listened intently and then came the dreaded question, ‘what do you usually take for this?’ I almost didn’t want to say because I didn’t want to come across like I was begging for diazepam, although I kinda was as I definitely needed it. I bit the bullet and told her. She looked at my notes, turned back to me and said a sentence that I’ve never heard from a doctor before, ‘I don’t want to patronise you because you clearly know a lot about medication and pain.’ I’m pretty sure I smiled like I’d just spotted a puppy. She didn’t lecture me on the side effects or potential addiction; although she did comment briefly on them. But again, said she wouldn’t patronise me but needed to mention it. She quickly examined my arm and it was obvious how much pain I was in. She wrote me a prescription for diazepam and told me to come back if it got any worse.
The second Ian and I left her room we grinned at each other. I’ve seen countless doctors for multiple reasons and none had treated me like she did, like a human, like a human with a brain. I couldn’t believe it. SHE didn’t want to patronise ME.
It’s little things like this, like this one sentence this doctor said to me that makes the life of a chronic pain sufferer easier. I wasn’t made to feel like a drug addict, or an idiot that didn’t have a clue about medication. She understood that I’d lived like this for years and this wasn’t new to me. I want to thank her for treating me like an intelligent adult that has lived with chronic pain for sixteen years. I’ll always remember this doctor and the day she didn’t patronise me.
32 thoughts on “To the Doctor that Told Me She Wouldn’t Patronise Me”
I am always very impressed to find a doctor like that, but my amazing non patronising doctor is off on maternity leave soon. Im already worried about what I will do without her
I am always very impressed to find a doctor like that, but my amazing non patronising doctor is off on maternity leave soon. Im already worried about what I will do without her
I am so pleased that you managed to find a doctor who you could talk to and who didn't patronise you. Every doctor I've ever spoken to has been so patronising but I luckily have only ever had to see a few. I can only imagine having to see them on a regular basis!
I am so pleased that you managed to find a doctor who you could talk to and who didn't patronise you. Every doctor I've ever spoken to has been so patronising but I luckily have only ever had to see a few. I can only imagine having to see them on a regular basis!
I'm extremely lucky to have a GP that is like this for me. I'm trusted with my medication and that I'm taking the minimum I can and still function. Its such a relief to find someone like that. I am on daily slow release tramadol and use diazepam for long periods of travel which leave me in agony for days and at 35 going to see a new doctor is terrifying because I have to go through the gambit of 'you're too young to be on this kind of medication' – yeah well, you stop my pain and I'll stop the meds. Its such a breath of fresh air when one takes the real world view that if you had a choice you wouldn't be on those meds at 35!! So glad for you. Hope you get relief xx
I'm extremely lucky to have a GP that is like this for me. I'm trusted with my medication and that I'm taking the minimum I can and still function. Its such a relief to find someone like that. I am on daily slow release tramadol and use diazepam for long periods of travel which leave me in agony for days and at 35 going to see a new doctor is terrifying because I have to go through the gambit of 'you're too young to be on this kind of medication' – yeah well, you stop my pain and I'll stop the meds. Its such a breath of fresh air when one takes the real world view that if you had a choice you wouldn't be on those meds at 35!! So glad for you. Hope you get relief xx
You're lucky to have such a wonderful gp. I'm glad they listened to you and you got what you needed for the pain. Some doctors can be extremely patronising. I normally seem to get fobbed off.
You're lucky to have such a wonderful gp. I'm glad they listened to you and you got what you needed for the pain. Some doctors can be extremely patronising. I normally seem to get fobbed off.
This is a really lovely post. I wasn't expecting it to have a happy ending to be honest. You must have felt so relieved and happy. xx http://www.whimsicalmumblings.co.uk
This is a really lovely post. I wasn't expecting it to have a happy ending to be honest. You must have felt so relieved and happy. xx http://www.whimsicalmumblings.co.uk
This was great post to read 🙂 I'm so happy for you about this wonderful GP appointment! I hope that one day I can meet a GP who makes me leave an appointment not almost on the verge of tears, they usually treat me like I don't know what I'm talking about x
This was great post to read 🙂 I'm so happy for you about this wonderful GP appointment! I hope that one day I can meet a GP who makes me leave an appointment not almost on the verge of tears, they usually treat me like I don't know what I'm talking about x
I hate that, I've had so many more bad experiences than good too, it's a shame as we're the ones that have to keep going back. I hope you find a doctor that will understand very soon x
I hate that, I've had so many more bad experiences than good too, it's a shame as we're the ones that have to keep going back. I hope you find a doctor that will understand very soon x
I have chronic pain and am going to have a surgery soon. My doctor's nurse told me to take Ibuprofen the last time I called about my severe pain spikes.
…Ibuprofen.
As if, in the four years since my diagnosis, I wouldn't have tried an over the counter pain reliever.
I have chronic pain and am going to have a surgery soon. My doctor's nurse told me to take Ibuprofen the last time I called about my severe pain spikes.
…Ibuprofen.
As if, in the four years since my diagnosis, I wouldn't have tried an over the counter pain reliever.
I am always very impressed to find a doctor like that, but my amazing non patronising doctor is off on maternity leave soon. Im already worried about what I will do without her
Charlotte | http://www.discoveringcharlotte.co.uk
I am always very impressed to find a doctor like that, but my amazing non patronising doctor is off on maternity leave soon. Im already worried about what I will do without her
Charlotte | http://www.discoveringcharlotte.co.uk
I am so pleased that you managed to find a doctor who you could talk to and who didn't patronise you. Every doctor I've ever spoken to has been so patronising but I luckily have only ever had to see a few. I can only imagine having to see them on a regular basis!
Ella xx
http://www.inellaselement.co.uk
I am so pleased that you managed to find a doctor who you could talk to and who didn't patronise you. Every doctor I've ever spoken to has been so patronising but I luckily have only ever had to see a few. I can only imagine having to see them on a regular basis!
Ella xx
http://www.inellaselement.co.uk
I'm extremely lucky to have a GP that is like this for me. I'm trusted with my medication and that I'm taking the minimum I can and still function. Its such a relief to find someone like that. I am on daily slow release tramadol and use diazepam for long periods of travel which leave me in agony for days and at 35 going to see a new doctor is terrifying because I have to go through the gambit of 'you're too young to be on this kind of medication' – yeah well, you stop my pain and I'll stop the meds. Its such a breath of fresh air when one takes the real world view that if you had a choice you wouldn't be on those meds at 35!! So glad for you. Hope you get relief xx
I'm extremely lucky to have a GP that is like this for me. I'm trusted with my medication and that I'm taking the minimum I can and still function. Its such a relief to find someone like that. I am on daily slow release tramadol and use diazepam for long periods of travel which leave me in agony for days and at 35 going to see a new doctor is terrifying because I have to go through the gambit of 'you're too young to be on this kind of medication' – yeah well, you stop my pain and I'll stop the meds. Its such a breath of fresh air when one takes the real world view that if you had a choice you wouldn't be on those meds at 35!! So glad for you. Hope you get relief xx
This is refreshing to hear. I hope you got some relief and are feeling better now.
This is refreshing to hear. I hope you got some relief and are feeling better now.
You're lucky to have such a wonderful gp. I'm glad they listened to you and you got what you needed for the pain. Some doctors can be extremely patronising. I normally seem to get fobbed off.
Lauren
http://Www.beautydivisionblog.co.uk
You're lucky to have such a wonderful gp. I'm glad they listened to you and you got what you needed for the pain. Some doctors can be extremely patronising. I normally seem to get fobbed off.
Lauren
http://Www.beautydivisionblog.co.uk
This is a really lovely post. I wasn't expecting it to have a happy ending to be honest. You must have felt so relieved and happy. xx
http://www.whimsicalmumblings.co.uk
This is a really lovely post. I wasn't expecting it to have a happy ending to be honest. You must have felt so relieved and happy. xx
http://www.whimsicalmumblings.co.uk
This was great post to read 🙂 I'm so happy for you about this wonderful GP appointment! I hope that one day I can meet a GP who makes me leave an appointment not almost on the verge of tears, they usually treat me like I don't know what I'm talking about x
Sarah | Raiin Monkey
This was great post to read 🙂 I'm so happy for you about this wonderful GP appointment! I hope that one day I can meet a GP who makes me leave an appointment not almost on the verge of tears, they usually treat me like I don't know what I'm talking about x
Sarah | Raiin Monkey
Ohhh no! Hopefully you find another understanding one x
Ohhh no! Hopefully you find another understanding one x
Ahh thank you, it was most definitely a shock and a relief x
Ahh thank you, it was most definitely a shock and a relief x
Exactly, it's not like we choose the pain so medication is the only option sometimes. Glad you have a great rapport with your GP x
Exactly, it's not like we choose the pain so medication is the only option sometimes. Glad you have a great rapport with your GP x
Thank you, I am x
Thank you, I am x
I know the 'fobbing off' all too well, it's so frustrating but this was a refreshing change x
I know the 'fobbing off' all too well, it's so frustrating but this was a refreshing change x
Certainly did 🙂 Glad you enjoyed it x
Certainly did 🙂 Glad you enjoyed it x
I hate that, I've had so many more bad experiences than good too, it's a shame as we're the ones that have to keep going back. I hope you find a doctor that will understand very soon x
I hate that, I've had so many more bad experiences than good too, it's a shame as we're the ones that have to keep going back. I hope you find a doctor that will understand very soon x
I have chronic pain and am going to have a surgery soon. My doctor's nurse told me to take Ibuprofen the last time I called about my severe pain spikes.
…Ibuprofen.
As if, in the four years since my diagnosis, I wouldn't have tried an over the counter pain reliever.
I could have punched her through the phone.
I have chronic pain and am going to have a surgery soon. My doctor's nurse told me to take Ibuprofen the last time I called about my severe pain spikes.
…Ibuprofen.
As if, in the four years since my diagnosis, I wouldn't have tried an over the counter pain reliever.
I could have punched her through the phone.
Urgh that's so frustrating
Urgh that's so frustrating